For no good reason. Just feeling my lack of friends today. I am thankful for the awesome neighbors, the meal service for dad has been such a blessing and they do reach out to me a bit too. But I can't shake the feeling the past few days that not a single earthly soul cares directly about me. coworkers care if I'm okay because they'd be in a huge bind without my work output. I think the neighbors are nice to me because I'm keeping dad at home yada yada.
T-Day. I am wondering if I have unknowingly annoyed the neighbors. Probably they are just busy, but I think I will suggest she can pause the meals for the rest of the year cuz I've got to deal with 10 lbs of ham, and dad's appetite is so erratic right now, plus they will have such a busy schedule with all the holiday activities. Sent sis a text. She texted me back a pic of her dogs on the couch. No 'I have time before or after X if you want to call and chat' or thinking of you with dad, or anything. I should phone brother tonight. He is not much for texting and I haven't talked to him in I don't know when. First I need to drag my lazy butt outside and get the horses fed though.
Sis called me this evening. Was even able to talk a bit to dad. (Usually he can't hear phone at all)
I have not called brother. I put phone on to charge 45 minutes ago but apparently didn't have the plug in completely so it is still at only 11%.
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