Ugh work.

 It feels like I have to do ALL the ops group jobs for things to work and I'm getting very burned out.  Part of the burnout is not having gotten away from all the grind of yard, house and dad care for almost a year; but there is also the work aggravation, with some folks who've been doing things for long enough they should be able to troubleshoot but they will NOT do anything that is not spelled out for them.  Then the software engineer, has vision issues (getting a bit better lately he says)  but having the computer read things out for him is not workable for finding an error message buried in 10K lines of log message from a build so I have to poke at some things and get them to work. 

Oh well,  for today that is enough whinging,  time to do the ops form.

Now I need to break away from the computer chair and take a shower.  That is ugh, rural life is sometimes too much grubby hard work.  I suppose if I were more of a networker it would be less so.  I'm not super wealthy but I could afford to hire more stuff done then I do.  I don't know why but sometimes I am so tired but I feel like I can't summon the energy to get ready and go to bed and sometimes I will feel so grubby but resist jumping in the shower.  I guess that is carryover thinking of I should wait until the end of the day so I won't get dirty again but that does not always work out and I really need the boost that comes from taking a needed shower right now early in this evening.   Arghhh,  dad woke up after less than 4 hours so I had to postpone my shower, decided to feed horses first and get him happy.  I think he believes it is Sunday morning,  he wanted tea and pop tarts.  Or maybe he is a bit sick, but he did have the aide make him some bacon and eggs around 1 pm.